Posts Tagged ‘emotion’

All For You

Thursday, October 28th, 2010

Here I lay
Just like every other day
My mind feels high
From thoughts of you
Thoughts of us
Together
How we’ll be
The future us
Clearly, I see
Where we could be
Where we will be
How we’ll make it through
Forever, I could stay with you
And throughout it all
I’ll remain true
My life has changed for the better
It’s only you
You’re the better half of me
And the other half I could lose
To be all you
All for you
I do
I’m all for you

Comfort Food

Wednesday, May 26th, 2010

With each delicious bite I take
I can feel the stomach pains beginning
Sweet chocolate, creamy center
Fending off sorrows with tasty goods
Training them to be timid, like a dog with her bone

The second course
Sweeter than the first
The stomach pains grow again
Of each bite I’m wary, but I continue
Maybe the stomach pains will distract me

With the last bite, I look around for more
Sitting alone, hoping eternal the taste in my mouth
Regret sinks in, but I do not mind
Bring on the stomach pains
What else have I tonight

Journey

Thursday, May 20th, 2010

I had taken comfort
By a simple fact
That I had found the one for me
For the remainder of my life

The first person I would call
To share all my happy moments
Or dreadful, sorrowful news
To exclaim success and triumph
Or to proclaim “I do!”

The one with whom I would share
Every part of me
My love, my sorrow, my oddities

I had no need or worry
About other friends
Because I would always have this woman
By my side
No matter what

Together we had planned a journey
My life had a direct course
I knew where I was going
She was my becon – my torch

The path was paved in security
Lined with beautiful greens
We could walk for years
Without looking back, or taking breaks

But then one day it thundered
The darkened greens became a fright
The paved path beneath us
Collapsed into mud
The rain began to fall
Onto my shining torch
And no longer could I see her
I was on this path alone

To look around me now
Is confusing and sorrowful
My body aches from walking
In this gripping mud
My thoughts are spinning
From the fightful sights
My love has been taken
Somewhere into this night

I thought this journey would end
Together with my light
No rush, no worry, no wandering
But now, I can’t decide
I look back behind me
And then I look in front
But I can feel nothing
The warmth beside me is gone

So I continue walking
Try to keep my head high
Hopefully one day my light will return
And shine forever bright

But until that time comes
I will journey alone
This road is not the same
I know not where it will go

Perhaps I am mistaken
And the storm will pass
And then I will realize
It is the same path
And with the storm forgotten
She will be able to shine
And maybe we will continue
Along this trusy line

But what if when all clears
I’m still left alone
What if we’ve lost eachother
At an unseen fork in the road

Be careful on your journey
Always watch the skies
Be sure to take shelter
If winds begin to blow
Hunker up together
Hold on
Don’t let go

Another Roller Coaster Ride

Thursday, May 20th, 2010

This poem makes a bit more sense when paired with its sister

I think into my past
Where every moment hurt
Mended oh so purely
By a lovely girl
I felt my old heart ache
I felt pains pierce my chest
And then they were comforted
Bad thoughts put to rest
I felt my hopeful moments
I remembered happy thoughts
And now they were unending
Encouraged all so much
I remembered my old smile
Littered with regret
But all had been forgotten
By this beauty that I’d met
With each pleasent moment
Existed thrice the ‘mount of love
The thought of being with her
I couldn’t hold close enough
And now I look at you
Forsaken and afraid
Of what may lay ahead of me
In these future days
Such good times you showed me…
Yet, my feelings hurt
But I refuse to crawl
Back into that dirt
All those cold emotions
That I thought I’d lost
Once again resurfaced
With such an endless cost
I hoped that you were good for me
But together we planted a seed
Of a slow but steady burden
That I was too hopeful and ignorant to read
I wished you would be good for me
And still I hope inside
But I’m unable to survive
Another roller coaster ride

Overprotective?

Monday, March 3rd, 2008

How much is too much when it comes to protecting the person you love? I’ve come to realize that there is no answer. It depends wholly on the individual you’re protecting. Some love clingy, some love overprotective, some just want their space.

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Roller Coaster Ride

Sunday, January 20th, 2008

It’s rare that I release poetry, especially those that express some inner emotion. This is one of the few that I’ve written that seems fit for others to read.

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Plea

Wednesday, April 11th, 2007

Every action you take…
Every emotion you fake…
Every dieing you wake…
Just a plea for help…